the vacation is over.
and i'm back to the world that i tried to forget for the past days. I can describe how my life and all the drama in it has been for the past god knows how many months. REVOLVING. All the fights with the "person i love" seem to never end. And ive found myself in something i cant seem to get out of, or rather want to get out of.
anyone looking at my life from the outside would probably see me as weak, someone who cant stand on their own. But i see myself as one of the strongest people i know. I have accepted my wrongs and put everything aside to try and hold onto the one thing that truly makes him happy. HIM.
My life is filled with infinite possibilities, and i am truly seeing that now. I dont need everything i want handed to me right away. In the end, working for everything i want, and having it come out right, will make it all that much better.
Im happy that its back to reality for me. I feel a sense of independance that I havent felt in a very long time. And its very surprising to me, because i still have no idea what is going to happen in certain parts of my life, and for once i ACCEPT that. I feel like i dont have to force anything, that my life, and everything that is meant to happen in it, will all fall into place.
Scary feeling to know that there are things that are out of your hands and out of your control, but it is the strongest feeling in the world to feel your independance and know you can do anything or have everything you want, if you just work for it
Ref :http://visionarymind.blogspot.com
and i'm back to the world that i tried to forget for the past days. I can describe how my life and all the drama in it has been for the past god knows how many months. REVOLVING. All the fights with the "person i love" seem to never end. And ive found myself in something i cant seem to get out of, or rather want to get out of.
anyone looking at my life from the outside would probably see me as weak, someone who cant stand on their own. But i see myself as one of the strongest people i know. I have accepted my wrongs and put everything aside to try and hold onto the one thing that truly makes him happy. HIM.
My life is filled with infinite possibilities, and i am truly seeing that now. I dont need everything i want handed to me right away. In the end, working for everything i want, and having it come out right, will make it all that much better.
Im happy that its back to reality for me. I feel a sense of independance that I havent felt in a very long time. And its very surprising to me, because i still have no idea what is going to happen in certain parts of my life, and for once i ACCEPT that. I feel like i dont have to force anything, that my life, and everything that is meant to happen in it, will all fall into place.
Scary feeling to know that there are things that are out of your hands and out of your control, but it is the strongest feeling in the world to feel your independance and know you can do anything or have everything you want, if you just work for it
Ref :http://visionarymind.blogspot.com
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